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June 5, 2026 by in category Writing

A couple of years ago, it’s hard to believe I’m saying that. Even more hard to comprehend that the book I’m about to talk about will be ten years old this year. 

Many of you may remember I did something a few people questioned. I published a title a month for a year. Looking back on it, I have mixed emotions. Was it insane? Possibly. Did I fully understand what I was doing? No. Would I ever do it again? Depends. 

The challenge set the stage for a healthy backlist, which I don’t regret. However, because I wasn’t fully aware of what I was doing, it left me with a few loose ends…cliffhangers. 

I think I only have two books left on the cliff. I also have the end of a series I’ve been putting off. Technically, the series that needs an ending could stand as it is. However, I won’t do that, because there are some things that really need to be finished. I know one of the reasons I’m hesitant to end that series, is because it’s the first one I wrote. I’m very attached to those characters, but I know I need to give them a proper finish.

Back to the book this post is about, UNEXPECTED LOVE. Read the previous post at the bottom.That book in its inception, was supposed to be about a woman and her multiple husbands. Instead, it became the story of a woman and her deceitful husband. I thought it was going to be a standalone with a hard cliffhanger. In my defense, it ended with a cliffhanger because someone told me that’s what readers liked. They forgot to tell me, readers also wanted an HEA at some point. I have been putting off the continuation of this story for a while. 

Last year or possibly, the end of 2024, I started writing the continuation of the story. OMG! I have to admit I can tell the difference in my writing. The follow-up to this book is insane. I love the direction and the plot. Since I wrote the first book, I’ve been involved in a few anthologies requiring novellas or short stories. In one of the anthologies, I wrote a short story. Recently, I needed a novella and was clueless on what to write. I took the short story and expanded it into a novella. Once I got in to the story, I discovered I was able to tie it into the UNEXPECTED LOVE follow-up. So, what was originally a multi-book series, converted to a standalone, is now a three full-length novels and three novella series. 

I never saw this happening. I was also able to implement world building. I talked about world building in a previous post. The characters in this series tie into characters from some of my other series: The Alex Chronicles; Generational Curse; A Southern Gentleman and Miss Match. 

When I stated earlier that I had no idea what I was doing ten years ago, this is what I meant. Had I known about world building and series writing, I would have done a lot better with that challenge. 

To sum up. Always listen to your characters. 

Previous post on UNEXPECTED LOVE

I apologize if I’ve already told the story about my upcoming release, “UNEXPECTED LOVE.” My relationship with this story goes back several years. When I first became an Indie Writer, I had quite a few stories dancing around in my mind. I had this idea for a series about a woman and the many men in her life. More like all the men she’d married.

When I set out to write the series, the task seemed a little daunting. I don’t know about anyone else, but I easily get attached to my characters. But if I don’t feel a connection, it’s difficult for me to tell their story.

When I got the idea for this story, I imagined it as a five book series. I had all the husbands mapped out. However, when I started writing, it felt very forced. I was so overwhelmed trying to tell this woman’s story. I abandoned the series and thought I would tell it as a standalone. Summarizing each of the husbands and focusing on the one she really loved.

I picked up the pages I’d started, made a few changes, and set out to write. I liked where this story was going, but as I got more involved with the characters, the story changed. It was no longer a story about a bitter divorcee, but a liberated divorcee who finds love in an unexpected source, her ex-husband’s ex-best friend, who just happens to be her divorce attorney. That’s either a mouthful or a blurb.

The more involved I got with Fiona’s story, the more I liked her. But I also felt sorry for her. She’s a sweetheart, searching for her voice. In a nutshell, she married her college crush, who later deceived her. Once she decided to divorce him, she found her voice. I love her transition, although it’s not without its ups and downs. One of which is the change in her relationship with her attorney and her self-esteem.

Last year, when I set out to write twelve titles in a year, I had this title on the schedule as a short story. However, I didn’t think there was enough story for a book. So I resolved myself to make it a short story. I cleaned up the first chapter and started writing. But when I started writing, the story took a turn. It was no longer about Fiona and her husband, but Fiona and her attorney.

I continued writing, thinking I could tell the story in novella length. As I got closer to what would be maximum novella length, the characters kept talking. No matter how hard I fought to end the story, they kept talking, so I kept writing. I really enjoyed the direction the story was going. Then I wrote myself into a hole. Crap! I didn’t see a way out, so I introduced another character, thinking she would help me. Instead, she led me to a wall, and the only way around the wall was another character. Hold on, it gets better. When I introduced this character, he brought his own storyline in addition to tearing down the wall.

So here I was with a full-length novel. But here’s the kicker. When I introduced Fiona’s brother (aka “the wall”) into the mix, the story took another turn and led me to a place I never would have imagined being, “Cliffhanger Boulevard.”

Yep, my five book series originally titled, “My Five Husbands” was changed to a standalone novel. Then it got a title switch to “UNEXPECTED LOVE.” Then it became a short story, that grew into a novella that reverted to a full-length standalone, which is now book one in a new series. Talk about unexpected.

So what’s the lesson learned? Never throw out an idea. Instead, put it aside and, when the time is right, revisit it. You might be surprised what story you can tell.

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LOVE WINS CHARITY ANTHOLOGY

April 5, 2026 by in category Writing Happy Resurrection Day…. Happy Easter.

I had a topic in mind to discuss this month, but it was one of those topics that’s better discussed or debated, not written about. So, as I sat at my computer wondering what to talk about this month, I opted to turn the spot light on an anthology I’m participating in.

I didn’t know Twyla Turner personally, but I followed her on Facebook. I watched her share about her weight loss and later her battle with cancer. As her illness progressed, I felt compelled to pray for her, so I reached out to her. I told her I felt led to pray for her and asked what she wanted prayer for her. She said yes and told me what she wanted prayer for. I immediately added her to my prayer list. Needless to say, I was shocked when I saw her father’s post on Facebook about her passing.

When I heard about this anthology, I jumped at the opportunity to be a part of it. I wanted to help bring awareness to the cause and help Twyla’s family and loved ones celebrate her memory.

So, here I am, one of eight incredible authors—Harper Black, KT Bond, AJ Buchanan, Gabbi Grey, Olivia Huxley, Gabbi Powell, and Alexa Sant—have created LOVE WINS: Stories of Heat, Heart, and Hope—eight unforgettable romances celebrating love in all its forms.

💖 Available now—but only until May 15.

Every single dollar raised will be donated to the Pancreatic Cancer Action Network in Twyla’s memory.

Whether you knew and loved Twyla, or you’re discovering her for the first time, this collection is a chance to celebrate her legacy the way she lived—through story, connection, and love.

✨ Buy the anthology or make a donation here: https://lovestories4you.wixsite.com/charity-anthology

I encourage you to support this project because it’s for a good cause.

BLURBS FOR “LOVE WINS” PROMO

TURN BACK TIME by KT Bond
They say time will tell, and that the third time’s the charm. Winsome Bernard would like a word with whoever “they” are.
While helping out her sister at her B&B, the last person Winsome expects to encounter again—for the third time—is the man she once believed was lost to her forever. Alain DuPont has already walked away from her twice. Once because he had no choice. Once because he made the wrong choice. Either way, she’s done paying the price for his absence.

As the son of a diplomat, Alain understands the power of a charm offensive. But charm alone won’t save him this time. Somewhere between leaving and returning, he’s learned the truth he should have known all along: the most important decision in life isn’t where you live or what you do, but who you choose to love.

That ‘who’ has always been Winsome.

Now he wants a third chance, but Winsome isn’t convinced he deserves it. With old wounds reopened, undeniable chemistry simmering, and no room left for excuses, Alain must prove he’s no longer the man who let her walk away—while Winsome must decide whether a love broken can still be trusted a third time.
A second-chance romance about grown love, hard-earned trust, and the courage to choose again.

A ROAD TRIP TO THE HEART by Harper Black
When her cross-country trip takes a turn, she finds herself on the road to love…
After the tragic loss of her father, Maisie Jones is starting over. At least that was the plan until illness forces her to delay her journey near the Colorado-New Mexico border.

The only available accommodation in town is a cottage owned by a big, tall, handsome guy with hard edges who, for some reason, looks vaguely familiar…
Max Mitchell isn’t going to tell Maisie who he really is—at least not right away. His fame as a musician is in the past, and he’s never regretted fading into obscurity to become a family man.

Max is determined to get to know the quiet, introverted Maisie. But for a loner like Maisie, she’s reluctant to believe a man as confident as Max is interested in her.
All Max knows is that he hasn’t felt like this about anyone since his divorce. However, there’s another woman in town with her sights set on Max’s heart, which means convincing Maisie to stay could prove to be a bumpy ride…

IN PERFECT RHYTHM by AJ Buchanan
When past admiration meets present attraction, two men rediscover the rhythm of love.
For years, Levar Hunter has felt emotionally out of sync. Now a magnetic attraction to his younger colleague builds like a symphonic crescendo—unexpected, undeniable, and impossible to ignore.

Levar has never forgotten Andrew Chang-Lee, the gifted young musician he once mentored while teaching at a local college. After Andy’s graduation, friendship replaced formality, a bond that endured quietly for over a decade. But when Andy—now a celebrated concert pianist—returns to public life after an extended absence, something between them has undeniably shifted. And it isn’t just the proximity they share as colleagues at the gifted academy where Levar teaches.

Andy’s fascination with his former mentor has never faded. It lingers like an unfinished melody, one he never quite learned to set aside. This time, reunited with Levar as equals, he’s determined not to leave the song unfinished.

Accepting a five-month position as artist-in-residence is, officially, Andy’s way back into the spotlight after a serious health scare. Unofficially, it’s about Levar, the man who once inspired him, and whose growing awareness is unmistakable. Andy’s feelings haven’t changed. And this time, neither will Levar’s.

Tender, sensual, and emotionally rich, this slow-burn M/M romance is about second chances, hidden longing, and finding harmony when the timing is finally right.

EMMANUEL’S SURRENDER by Gabbi Grey
Dalton
I firmly believe old age shouldn’t take the fun out of life, and I love helping the residents at The Good Life look their very best. I was born to be a hairdresser. I was also born to be a flirt, and that hot new doctor brings out the shameless in me. At first, it’s all in fun, but I notice him watching me even when he pretends he’s far too busy for my antics. Usually, guys call me shallow or lightweight, and they leave me without a backward look. Somehow, with Dr. Bradner, I feel seen. Important. Is there any chance a man like him might actually date a guy like me?

Emmanuel’s Surrender is a small-town, age-gap, interracial, opposites-attract, instalove gay romance with a by-the-book doctor, a sassy hairdresser who has no boundaries, and senior residents who don’t know how to mind their own business.

THE PLUS ONE PLAYBOOK by Olivia Huxley
Star hockey defenseman Declan Fitzpatrick just wants to play the game and avoid talking to the media, including tenacious reporter Ayana Williams, who’s been after him for months. When his mom sets him up with a blind date for his brother’s wedding weekend, he panics and tells her he’s already taken – by Ayana, the only name he could recall in the stress of the moment.

Ayana will go along with the charade, but only if he’ll grant her exclusive access for an in-depth profile. Her future with her employer demands she succeed.

Three days at the Fitzpatrick family home as a pretend couple should be easy, but sharing a room, and so much of themselves, with one another begins to blur the lines. As the weekend winds down, Declan and Ayana must decide if they’re playing for keeps, or if this relationship was always headed for the penalty box.

A BRUSH WITH THE PAST by Gabbi Powell
Victoria fled a broken heart twenty years ago, putting an entire country between her and the man she’d loved. She got married, had a son, and life was good. Except good can become bitter in a heartbeat. The marriage ended in a nasty divorce, and a horrific accident changed her life forever. Now she’s come back home to Mission City to start fresh. To give her son the best childhood she can. To reconnect with her mother. To put the pieces of her shattered future back together. That’s the plan, at least. Until she discovers who lives next door.

Douglas will always regret breaking up with Victoria. He was young and reckless and had big plans, made bad choices. After she left, he found a quieter life, married a woman he loved, and grieved when he lost her. When he decided to return to Mission City, the house he liked best happened to be next door to Victoria’s mother. A bit masochistic, perhaps, but at least he might get news of her now and then. Until the day Victoria returns to her mother’s house with a young son, a broken marriage, and a whole lot of pain in her past. Douglas wants nothing more than to make Victoria happy again, but how can he prove this grumpy middle-aged man is worthy of a second chance?

A Brush With the Past is a 25k grumpy/sunshine, interracial, sensual second-chance romance with a man who’s tortured by his past, a woman looking for a fresh start, an interfering mother, and a precocious seven-year-old boy. The story is part of the Love in Cedar Valley world.

ONE WEEK by Tracy Reed
Chef Roman Maxwell is as comfortable in the kitchen as he was on a Special Forces assignment. But a last-minute catering job for an executive retreat presents him with an opportunity for love with attorney Makena Crawford. She never expected one week with the hot chef would whet her appetite for love.

IT’S ONLY LOVE: A ROMANCE IN THREE STORIES by Alexa Santi
It’s Only Lunch
Cassandra Alston has always had a secret crush on her friend Luke, so she’s not prepared for the revelation that he’s finally single and available. Her fears send her fleeing their lunch together, but when COVID-19 lockdown strands her at O’Hare, she calls the one person she knows will always come to her rescue.

It’s Only Christmas
When Christmas skeptic Cass agrees to a road trip down the California coast to see the holiday market in Solvang, neither she nor Luke expect the series of disasters that await them, starting with a trip to the emergency room. Now they’re trying to keep their trip afloat, their relationship together, and their Christmas spirit bright despite the obstacles standing between them and their destination.

It’s Only Forever
The course of true love hits a final snag at their wedding, where two feuding uncles each insist he should have the sole right to walk Cass down the aisle. Bringing their families together means Cass and Luke must resolve tensions still lingering from Cass’s own parents’ wedding of 30 years before. Maybe it’s not too late to elope … 1 0 Read more

Love Wins Anthology

February 5, 2026 by in category Writing

I am so excited about an upcoming anthology to support pancreatic cancer and in memory of Twyla Turner.

LOVE WINS: STORIES OF HEAT, HEART, AND HOPE, a limited-edition charity anthology, celebrates the power of love in all its forms. Couples navigate between the pull of the past and the promise of the future with courage and passion. From curvy girls to tough guys, from tender new adults to seasoned older adults, these multicultural and interracial lovers invite us to savor the joy of living, loving, and believing. Dive into Love Wins, an anthology of diverse romances, featuring uplifting tales of hope, celebration, and second chances, curated in memory of our fellow writer and romance lover, Twyla Turner.

✨💜✨Participating Authors ✨💜✨
K. T. Bond
Harper Black
A.J. Buchanan
Gabbi Grey
Olivia Huxley
Gabbi Powell
Tracy Reed
Alexa Santi
A.M. Roark


Other Books by Tracy Reed

THE GOOD GIRL PART FOUR

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THE FIX UP

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A SOUTHERN GENTLEMAN

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MISS MATCH

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THE GOOD GIRL PART DEUX

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WHAT MY FRIENDS NEED TO KNOW

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WHAT MY FRIENDS DON’T KNOW

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GIRLFRIENDS & SECRETS

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DESPERATE DESIRE

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INTENTIONAL CURSE

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GENERATIONAL CURSE

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UNEXPECTED LOVE

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GOD’S BOMBSHELL: LIVING A BEAUTIFUL SINGLE LIFE

LOVE NOTES

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FIRST ENCOUNTERS OF LOVE

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THE GOOD GIRL PART ONE

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THE NIGHT I FELL IN LOVE

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THE FLING

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TO L.A. WITH LOVE: A CHARITY ANTHOLOGY

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New Year Fresh Start

January 6, 2026 by in category Pink Pad by Tracy Reed tagged as , , ,

Happy New Year. I have a confession. I did not complete my 2025 To Do List. Nor do I remember what was on my list apart from releasing three books and making more money than the previous year.

Now that I have that out of the way, on to what I did accomplish. 

Published one book
Closed out a series
Participated in two anthologies
Completed a book for an upcoming anthology
Read 132 books (reading goal was 100 books)
Participated in two signing events
Took on more consulting projects
Sold my first book cover
Wrote 37k+ words on a new book
Tweaked another book
Updated special edition omnibuses 
Started direct selling ebooks on my website
Moved all of my print books to BookVault.app (more options and better quality)
Created a newsletter template I like
Participated in several free promotions
Discovered several new authors
Got a digital library card
Researched narrators for audio books
Revamped my swag 
Signed up to be a sponsor for a book con
Met more author friends

These are just a few of the things I remember, because I failed to keep better notes. However, I made a vow to keep better notes this year, so I’ll have a more accurate record of my work.

I did make more money last year than I did in 2024. The biggest two surprises were the considerable decline in sales at Amazon and the increase in direct sales. The other shocking discovery was the sales increase happened without running any ads. I’m curious to see what will happen with ads. This year I’m going to add ads to the mix and see what happens.

As for 2026 goals, here’s a taste of what I want to accomplish.

Increase income
Audio books
More special editions
More signing events
Start a new series
Create a book box
Increase mailing list
Finish cliffhangers
Advertise

This is a small list, but I’m sure it will grow throughout the year.

What are your 2026 goals.

Tracy Reed


Books by Tracy Reed

THE GOOD GIRL PART FOUR

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THE GOOD GIRL PART FIVE

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THE GOOD GIRL Part Trois

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THE FIX UP

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THE FIX UP

A SOUTHERN GENTLEMAN

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A SOUTHERN GENTLEMAN

MISS MATCH

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MISS MATCH

THE GOOD GIRL PART DEUX

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WHAT MY FRIENDS NEED TO KNOW

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WHAT MY FRIENDS NEED TO KNOW

WHAT MY FRIENDS DON’T KNOW

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WHAT MY FRIENDS DON’T KNOW

GIRLFRIENDS & SECRETS

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GIRLFRIENDS & SECRETS

DESPERATE DESIRE

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DESPERATE DESIRE

INTENTIONAL CURSE

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GENERATIONAL CURSE

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UNEXPECTED LOVE

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UNEXPECTED LOVE
GOD’S BOMBSHELL: LIVING A BEAUTIFUL SINGLE LIFE

LOVE NOTES

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FIRST ENCOUNTERS OF LOVE

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THE GOOD GIRL PART ONE

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THE NIGHT I FELL IN LOVE

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THE FLING

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TO L.A. WITH LOVE: A CHARITY ANTHOLOGY

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Holiday Boyfriend

December 5, 2025 by in category Pink Pad by Tracy Reed, Writing

It’s the holiday season and if you’re like me, you’re consumed with decorations, shopping and tying up ends. So I’m going to make this a brief post.

Two years ago, I published my first holiday novella. It’s a warm story about a mature couple discovering love unexpectedly. Here’s a little taste of holiday love.

_______________________
Holiday Boyfriend
VALERIE

I am still in awe at how a chance encounter in the elevator introduced me to a man who is everything I longed for and the opposite of what I was mourning. Looking back on my relationship with Stephen I see I didn’t pay attention to the signs. What’s that saying, ‘when people show you who they are, believe them.’ Stephen said he wasn’t ready for marriage, and I ignored him. The reality is, he was but not with me.
“I think we did a good job,” Christian said looking at the Christmas tree.
“I agree.” I sipped my wine. “I’m hungry.”
“Me too. What do you want to eat?”
“Hmmm…I don’t know. If you had asked me that before I met you, I would have probably said Thai or Greek.”
“Good options.”
“Yes, but you have exposed my taste buds and now I look at food differently.”
“Really.” He smiled and his eyes seemed to sparkle.
“So, I should probably ask, what do you have a taste for?”
He pulled me close. “You know that’s a loaded question.” He teased.
I playfully slapped his thigh and it felt like knocking wood. Christian was solid. “You know what I mean.”
“I know what you said.” His hands slid down and patted my behind.
I looked at him. “Keep it up and you’ll be getting coal in your stocking.”
“You are beautiful. I could feast on you all evening.” He crushed his mouth against mine and kissed me hard. I quickly gave in to the kiss and climbed onto his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He pushed his tongue inside my mouth and kissed me harder.
I was lost in the taste and feel of him. He eased his hands down, cupped my behind and pulled me closer. I felt him getting aroused as he kissed me harder.
Who was this woman making out like a teenager with a man she barely knew?
I broke the kiss, pulled back breathing hard. I opened my eyes and saw something I never saw in all the years I was with Stephen…passion and a future. How could that even be possible? I’ve only known Christian a short time. How could I have developed such strong feelings for him so quickly?
“I…I…” I tried to stand up, but he wouldn’t let go of me.
“What’s wrong?”
“This isn’t right.”
“We haven’t done anything, although I’m open.” He smiled.
“You’re shameless.” I smiled.
“I’m honest.” He gently kissed me. “I know we aren’t there, but I’m putting everything out there. Valerie, you’ve got me thinking and…”
“Is that a bad thing?” I teased.
“It could be.”
“I need food.”
“I need you in my life.”
“You’ve got me.”
“You know what I mean.”
“I told you I don’t want to do the distance thing.”
“What if things were different? What if I were here?”
“Don’t make changes based on a fling.”
“I told you, I know what I want and this…”
I crushed my mouth against his. I didn’t want to think about what he was suggesting…not right now.

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I should have known it was just a matter of time before Keisha found out about my secret holiday boyfriend. That’s what I called Christian. He laughed and said he was wearing me down.
Knock…Knock…Knock…
“Come in.” I looked up and saw my best friend of more than twenty years enter. “What’s going on?”
She walked forward and sat down in one of the chairs in front of my desk. “Gary said he didn’t know you were down with the swirl.”
“Excuse me.”
She crossed her legs and leaned back in the chair. “He said he didn’t know you were down with the swirl.”
“First of all, that doesn’t sound like Gary, but more like you. Second, what are you talking about?”
“Gary said he saw a woman who looked a lot like you a few days ago being very affectionate with a…how did he put it…a hot Santa.”
I smiled. “Gary is starting to sound a lot like you.”
“I got your shade.” She smiled. “Anyway, what’s going on? Was that your secret admirer?”
“No.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, because when he saw everything…”
“What do you mean saw everything?”
“Last weekend he picked me up at the office and…”
“Interesting choice of words.”
I cringed. I knew what she was intimating. “What?”
“Is it true you picked him up in the elevator? And that you’ve spent almost every night the past two weeks together?”
“Seems Gary has been talking to Ethan.”
“No, it was Ivan.”
“Technically, it was a mutual pick up and yes, we’ve been spending a lot of time together.”
She scrolled through her contacts and pressed a number. “Ivan, hold all of Valerie’s calls…I’ll let you know…bye.”
“Did you just give my assistant…”
“That’s not important.”
“Fine. What do you want to know?”
“Name…marital status…kids…family… home base…career…”
“Christian Nichols…divorced…it ended because she cheated with his friend…no children…he’s an architect…he travels a lot for work which his ex didn’t like…he grew up in the city, but now he’s based in Portland.”
“Maine or Oregon?”
“Oregon. He’s in town to spend the holidays with his family.”
She looked at me like she was searching me for fingerprints or something. “What aren’t you telling me?”
I rubbed my forehead and exhaled. “He’s very charming and…the things he says.”
“What sort of things?”
“He said he knows what he wants, and what he wants includes me.”
She leaned forward and moved to the edge of the chair. “I’m sorry, what did you say?”
“He…the things he says are so…I don’t know if he’s being truthful or just playing with me.”
“What things?”
“I told him about Stephen and he said the breakup wasn’t my fault. That Stephen never intended or wanted anything permanent with me.” I dabbed at the corner of my eye. “Christian said I deserve more, and he wants to give it to me.”
“Whoa…uhm…what?”
“I told him I didn’t want to do the distance thing.”
“Millions of couples do the distance thing.”
“I know, but you were right.”
“About…”
“Romance…love. I thought I was too old for love, but I was wrong.”
“Uh-huh,” she replied with a smirk.
I tapped my fingers on the desk. “Spending time with Christian has woken me up. Call me selfish, but I want more from my man.”
“Really?”
“Yes. I don’t want him to be ashamed to be affectionate in public. Hold my hand, put his arm around me, hold me close or kiss me. Nothing obscene, but affectionate. If I’m feeling a little frisky, I want to roll over to his office or place and…”
“Based on what Gary said, I take it Christian has no problem being affectionate in private or public.”
“No. Our first kiss happened in the elevator.”
Her eyes got wide. “Excuse me. What did you say?”
“When he picked me up we were talking, and then he just crushed his mouth against mine. Girl, the way he kissed me…I have never been kissed like that. I felt it down to my toes…and his hands…uhmmm…the way he holds me is…it’s passionate…he’s…it’s like I’ve woken up and…I have to tell you, he is very difficult to resist.”
“Wow.”
“He’s very determined, but he scares me.”
“How?”
“I’ve only known him a couple of weeks, and he’s talking like we’ve been together much longer. Girl, he’s talking about the future, completely ignoring what I said about not wanting to do the distance thing. Even if I was good with the distance thing, it’s too soon to talk about the future.”
“Please don’t take this the wrong way, but how long were you with Stephen before he mentioned the future?”
“A couple of years, and I was the one who brought up the subject.”
“But after two weeks…”
“Our second date.”
Her mouth was as wide as her eyes. “I’m sorry, what did you say?”
“Within the first seventy-two hours.”
“That right there is big baller talk.”
“What if it’s just talk?”
“I don’t know him, but based on what you’ve told me, I don’t think it is. Sounds like he’s serious.”
“He came over and helped me decorate my tree and apartment.” I smiled.
“I’m sorry, did you say he helped you with your tree?”
“Yes, after I helped him with some Christmas shopping, he came over and helped with my tree. Afterward, we ordered some food and made-out like teenagers. Girl, he’s very,” I sucked on the corner of my mouth. “Yeah, baby boy is uhm…”
“Valerie…Valerie…”
“I’m sorry. What was I saying?”
“You were reliving your youth on the sofa with Santa Hottie.”
“You went Christmas shopping…as a couple?”
I sat back with my arms folded across my chest. “Yep.”
“How old is he? Gary thinks he’s an old man trying to recapture his youth.”
“Tell Gary, he has nothing to worry about. He and I are in the same age neighborhood. He’s just prematurely grey.”
“Seems I’m going to have to find you another Christmas gift.”
“What are you talking about?”
“I told you I was getting you a man for Christmas.”
“You weren’t serious.”
“Yes, I was. I have an appointment with a matchmaker.”
“What…Keisha…cancel it.”
“Maybe I’ll keep it and use it for Ivan. I’m not a fan of that trick he’s been seeing.”
I shook my head, laughing. “You are too funny.”
“Back to you. I know it’s scary being with someone who knows what they want.”
“You’re right about that.”
“So, what about your secret admirer?”
“I still think it’s a vendor. When they reveal themselves, book an appointment.”
“That’s it?”
“Yes.”
“What if it turns out to be an admirer?”
“Trust me, this isn’t the romantic fairytale you and everyone is hoping for.”

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